By Nadia Irshād
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I hear a roar today
you can't
it's an inner sound
What they didn't tell you was how he fed on Echo before the moonlight
How he washed his face with her tears
and while she slept, he combed his hair with her teeth as he held her jaw open
In daylight, he'd feign all he could see was within the pool
while his eyes were focused on the periphery
Her heart was so full
the pain would slip away from her memory by morning
when she'd watch him before the mirror
His tears shook her and to hold her there he'd tell her tales that never ended
while he licked the drink from her eyes
He told her she had to stay by his side
without him she would vaporize, be subsumed by his pool of water
a reflection of him, an echo
The keel to his boat, what was really a setting for slaughter
After I told her this
the intuit roared with laughter
as she told me my nectar attracts a myriad of flies
I thought about it for days after
thankfully I can improvise
I swat to survive
and I've mastered removing traces
I don't repeat any last words
and with the pen in my right hand I write endings,
a type of homeostasis, as the ink dries I know I've passed
I hear myself today
I take it in
a breathing sound
I hear the wind today
it's shutting down
true desire envelops
the ejection rejection of the glutton
My ears still echo the sound,
I hear the donkey bray, beneath the growl in his throat
I hear the dog bark
The crow arrived just after the ink dried,
once it was all said and done
signalling obsidian eye to eye
squawked in my windowsill
together, we watched the sun
I hear a roar today
you can't
it's an inner sound